The poem "Mad Universe" was written by Gil McDonald, Sr. at the age of 22. The location was
Simbach, Germany. The inspiration: "Well, whatever happened the previous night may have been the inspiration.
I awoke that morning with this poem running thru my mind. The poem was already running thru my mind in its entirety.
All I had to do was write it down, word for word, which I did. It is interesting to me that all these many decades
later I have forgotten many things. I have forgotten the verses to my favorite church songs, even Amazing Grace,
but I have never forgotten one single word from the poem of "Mad Universe". As strange as it may sound, I believe to
this very day that it is probably one of the most comprehensive word portraits of the ever mysterious cosmos that surrounds
us and envelopes us and, in essence, is us and all of our existance."
by Gil McDonald, Sr.
Millions of stars to burn a living death,
Planets and suns whirling, spinning and turning,
Running the mad race until out of breath,
Always longing, desiring and yearning,
Forever there to destroy and create,
Until the game at last is checkmate.
Clouds of putrid vapor and gaseous fumes,
Glorious and serene in their black solitude,
Fungus and slime in filthy lagoons,
Naked atoms, battling, vulgar and lewd,
Beings of vast and mighty ignorance
Creating beings of repugnant resemblance.
This magnificent, fasinating Universe,
With all of it's madness, passions and creations,
Is our world, our body, our blessing and curse.
To hate it or love it is little consolation.
But were I to perish, I never would be glad.
Better to be mad and live among the mad.
THE ALIEN PSYCHE:
THE ALIEN PSYCHE PART 1
WHERE ARE THEY FROM?
WHY ARE THEY HERE?
WHAT DO THEY WANT?
If anyone knows for sure, the answer to these questions, they are not willing to share with the
rest of us. Most people figure the U.S. gov. probably knows but doesn't want to tell us. That is a bad indicator.
The rest of us just have to go on theory, guess work and our hopes for the future of this planet and its people. For
those who do remember a little or a lot of their experience with these creatures no one wants to hear it. Some are afraid
to hear it. Other experiencers are among the biggest critics. They are so emotionally connected to their own experience
that they feel everyone else must have experiences exactly like the one they remember. Of course, they can always
write a book - which cost more to produce than they will ever be able to get back from sales. Maybe some name person
will make a movie with a couple of name actors and then -- well, documentaries don't draw much of a crowd or much money so
the movie must be structured for entertainment, not facts. Then the investors can hope to make money on their movie
investment, but the people who see the movie don't get the true facts. So what can I say about them
based on the photos, films and what little I can remember about any personal contact. I have watched some of them in
the prison yard. There seemed to be very few grays but the largest population were the gray humanoid ghost creatures.
Most of these were of small stature only a couple of feet tall or less. The GHG (that is the term I will use for the
gray humanoid ghost) interact with humans by watching while staying out of sight. Sometime they are playful
with each other and with humans who are totally oblivious to their presence. They enjoy watching humans sing (make sound)
and blow smoke rings (since they probably don't have lungs) and they seem to be absolutely amazed by a fireworks display.
The prison for us could have also been a prison for them or perhaps a storage area that was laced with layers of underground
departmented tunnels where they conducted their experiments or other works. The GHG may actually be some type of suit
or robot that is used by an alien form but the GHG have a life of their own. From what I have seen and experienced I
don't think the Grays have the ability to feel emotions as we do. I'm talking about love for others, concern,
compassion, hate, bitterness, fear, morals, good from bad, right from wrong, life from death, fear or agression. They
have no ability to resist their superiors, never questioning their right or wrong. They don't question their system
and they don't rebel against authority. They also may be some form of living suit or robot used by the alien entity.
They are not what we can understand as human, and that is (I believe) what they want for us. They want to de-humanize
us so we can blend into their population of the Cosmos or be used for other, even more unacceptable useages. We currently
have gov. organizations in our society where employees are never allowed to question their superiors and are expected to follow
instructions to the death if that is deemed necessary by their superiors. The difference is: It is not in human
nature to go thoughtlessly to our death. Everything in humans tells us to fear death. Everything in
us tells us to struggle to survive if not for our own benefit then for the benefit of all mankind. We call that
bravery. Nor would most humans ever thoughtlessly cause pain or death of another human. But my impression of the
alien grays is that they do these things to other aliens and other creatures without even a care or a thought or concern.
Yet, in most cases, the grays seem to be able to cause a human to go wherever they want without question or resistance.
They know how to play to the human psyche. We are extremely vulnerable in this area. Many people have been convinced
that these creatures are our salvation and we should never do anything to resist their will or disturb their plans for us.
Several popular movies show that these aliens develop human emotions after being exposed to humans. Don't bet your life
on it. We believe that humans have a right to make a choice. The aliens do not seem to believe that humans
have any rights.
WHERE ARE THEY FROM?
A lot of contactees have the answer to this question. The problem is that they don't all have the
same answer. So, where there is a question there is a theory that will answer the question. And there are a lot
of theories on this one. For those of you who have not yet completely researched this subject let me just give you a
They are from:
I could almost say that your guess is as good as mine (or anybody elses), but that would depend on your
experiences. Based on my experiences I am guessing that they are from outer space, another planet, another galaxy or
a whole bunch of other galaxies. They seem to be a lot of different creatures but I can't tell how many of them are
of natural creation and how many are manufactured. I can understand why many people think they are from other dimensions
or the inner part of this planet. When these creatures suddenly show up or it looks like they just walked into the room
with us they sometime look confused as if they are not sure where they are and as if they are having trouble seeing us but
they seem to be looking at things that we can not see. That makes it look to us as if it could be a dimensional flux.
Still, I believe they are from the cosmos because there are other times when it seems that they definately know exactly where
they are and they are there for the intended purpose of conducting business. That is conducting their business, not
ours. There are hundreds of thousands (perhaps millions) of people who are personally familiar with alien abductions.
Usually their memories have been altered and if they ever remember anything about the real abduction it comes back to them
only in short parts or perhaps as if they are seeing a vision. Altered memories always seem to have a very good aspect
to the experience, but recall in dreams or visions is usually the opposite. If you are not totally new to researching
this phenomena then you already know what I am talking about without going into detail. I have a few of my own experiences
to add to this site later, probably under the heading of: What do they want? The question is: Where are the
aliens from? The answer is: Many people tell us that they know and they will name what they believe is correct.
But in general, the places they name are usually held in general disreguard. So the question remains without a
positive answer. The memory of the personal experience is usually altered by the aliens and that makes it difficult
to find the truth. If the government knows, once again, they won't tell us because that would be an admission of their
knowledge of the aliens presence. I will stick with the statement I made earlier. I believe they are from the
cosmos. Actually their orgin is important but what they want is much more important to our survival and that is where
we should be concentrating our attention and it should be what determines our reaction to their activities.
To be continued:.
Is this the fulfillment of Revelations?
For as it was in the days of Noah, so shall it
be at the time of our Lord's return. Men will be worshipers of their own self and filled with hatred for God's
"I consider it both an honor
and an insult that I have been murdered by the insane killers who are currently running the United States Government. They
knew I told the truth. They knew I couldn't be bought. They knew I wouldn't bend.
They knew I wouldn't break. They knew it was easier to murder my reputation first, then murder me and walk away and
no one would care." Gil McDonald, Sr.
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